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19 october '08

Prior to my previous post, it may seems like it is directed to someone, but rest assured that it is not. In case anyone misunderstood me. I am just hoping that the class can still be like before, but i know it is very much impossible. Anyway, i still love my class, no matter what clique it is. Actually, everyone is quite fun to be with. But somehow, the previous post contains a little of my anger at someone, which is not from the school though. Forget it, i hate talking about sad things. I flip through every picture that i have in my computer and i realised how fast time has actually whizzed past in front of your eyes. The friends that i have grown up with, and started their own clique, yet keeping in touch every now and then. And some of the friends that i was once close with, are no longer here anymore. Nope, they didnt die or something, but they made me realise some friends just come and go. My journey in life is just merely a stepping stone or a junction to theirs. Maybe, we wont even meet or see each other anymore again. I treasure all friendship, be it close friends, hi-bye friends, virtual friends, classmates, schoolmates, CCA friends or even enemies. I am thankful that it happens, because my life wont be what it is today. Everyone has played a part in making it meaningful and it is a learning journey to me. Actally this post is more like a tribute to all my friends, because i think i am someone that cannot do without my friends. They are like my first priority. (I'm sure you all agree!) And yes, to you kobe. I am so glad to see you so much in love. But dont forget us hors. Hahahahahaha!! Somewhat i think the valentine day promise we set 7 years back is going to come true.

I believe it is retribution. And i am sorry to say, i see no future in front of yours.


17 october '08

Today is such a happy day, and definitely one that is worth remembering. I am going to add specks of mystery, so i won't mention here. If you want to know, then you can always ask me. Actually it is nothing much also, because i love being secretive. School's getting so boring everyday and it is so not worth going except for the company. Enough of speaking of school. I totally hate it right now because of the stupid As i am going to take two weeks later. Anyway, congrats ryan for appearing so funny on the newpaper and flying off to florida to represent singapore next month. I really hope you will win and do us proud.

I found that human beings is such strange creature that acts so weirdly that no one can actually understand. There is so much conflicts arising around and mostly because of misunderstandings. It could have been resolved, but i guess different people think differently. They hold a different perspective about things, and therefore have a different set of values to protect. But if you have to ask me why conflicts arise, i shall be frank to conclude that it is due to the selfish nature of man. It is always because that one want to protect their own interest that conflicts start. If everyone can turn a blind eye on everything people say or do, i am pretty sure that everyone can be friends with anyone else. Actually, i feel pretty bad being neutral and sandwiched in between. Words keep flying across you that you do not know how to react. So many forbidden words and secrets that sometimes i find a chore to survive and i simply hate myself for taking such a stand. Its never easy like you thought. But well, everyone has flaws including myself. So i will accept that differences of yours and truly believe that every stranger can be a potential friend. A world without strangers. Lastly, i shall conclude with this. It has no link with the previous opinion, but just a random thought.

I hate to label, but you are truly a bitch.



07 october '08

I forget to mention this as i blogged just now. Ryan and daddy is going for the singapore finals tommorrow and i wish all of lucks. They will be teeing off at keppel while i will be mugging hard in school. Oh man! I absolutely hate this man. Withdraw for A's and have missed the chance to earn a place. If they qualify for top 5, they will be flying to florida in US to play for singapore. How i wish i got the chance to play also. Nope! I shall work hard for the A's and not regret my decision. I must make it worthwhile. Anyway, i was invited along with them to grace an event at the fullerton hotel on this thursday. Schedule is pretty packed and i still got school and tuition. Should i go? The dress code will be formal, with suit and tie. That is like more formal than i am attending proms la. But no choice, since i think we got the highness of sweden and some founder of an organisation dropping by. Dont tell me i have to go in shirt for tuition. That will be so out of the place la. Someone, please enlighten me.



Havent blogged for quite a while, so how have everyone dropping by been? Come on, wave your hand and say hello. Okay, kinda retarded. The past week has been quite eventful for me. Been to kbox with bel, august, kobe and philip. Actually, the phone call the day before is more of a classic. The five of us conferenced, along with ben and it first started off with only me and august. For your information, the whole conversation went on for around 5 hours and ended with august and philip. Yipeee!! Everyone was late the next day, and that was actually quite expected. Typical us. Me and bel being the earliest are actually an hour late. Oh gosh! K-lunch plann abolished, but it did not stop us from singing. We went for the 2-7 session instead at amk k-pool place. We had a little number-ball action, and tempted kobe to come out of his hiding shell. He had promise his girl to say bye bye to gambling, but well, no choice la. He got a bunch of addict friends. I doubt he lose anyway. I played terribly compared to the past, but somehow, i am loving the way it is now. At least now i can get people to play with me. Hahahahaha!! And it had been a whole day of fun. Back to school for the rest of the week and met up with 0614 on saturday for a mini gathering. Same 'ol seven of us. Cineleisure for house bunny and had dinner at pastamania. The show was quite hilarious, but a bit of no brainer. Lols. Was quite interrupted by this girl in front of me when turned around, tapped me and tell me to stop shaking her chair. Come on, who would have? And i am not even touching her chair in the first place. She still stare at me before leaving. That makes me wonder, is she trying to pick a fight? If not, why she do that? If i am those ah beng or ah lian, then sure quarrel already. I thought only my ah beng friends would do it. *puke* Then table-tennised with bros and august under his block for a couple of hours. Good excerise and catching up. Then yes, that's about all. Getting so bored about the A's preparation and i am starting to randomly add people on friendster. And a thought struck me. Nothing good or bad, but just an opinion that i have generated. Shant elaborate. 21 days on the shot clock, and say bye bye to me, nanyang. Let me soar.


29 september '08

Today was practically a wasted day. Played cards in school like almost all the time. Now, i am not going to sleep to make up for the lost time. Hahahhaaha, kidding la. Kobe says he is still a fan of my blog, so hello there kobe. How are you coping with your colourful and blissful life, unlike my dull and lonely life? I bet you are having a hell load of fun nowadays, yeah. I wish all the best for you now, and of course also ben. Alamak, now only left me and augustine on the shelves. Hahahahaha. But luckily i still got this friend with me like almost all the time. Went around hougang ave 8 looking for tennis ball with him, then end up buying it from hougang point NTUC. A bit expensive la, but never mind. I didn't purchase it, so its him. We end up settling at the nearby park for quite a long chat. I don't know when i will get to meet him again. Its gonna get real busy, with i think only the last 29 days left. My gosh! Who cares, i am just gonna go do my best then bye bye A levels. The song that is looping my media player is pretty nice. I just got reminded that it is a public holiday on wednesday. Ask me out, anyone? And all of sudden, i yearn to be in love again. Hahahahahaha!!


24 september '08

My god! Why do i have school tomorrow? Hahahahaha. Friends will be going over to zouk tonight. I will be giving it a miss, because i am a good boy. Sill got school tomorrow and i need to wake up early. On top of that, i am super broke la. There's so much programmes coming up recently, yet i still need to prepare for A level. Super sians. Sometimes, how i wish i am in poly now or that someone tell me A's has been postponed. Lols. Got back two of my papers already. Passed one, failed one. Argh, but quite expected. Gonna work harder from now on, but i always say say only. Hahahahaha. Who's on for kbox?


22 september '08

Break's finally over. When tomorrow comes, we will be back in school already. I bet i will do pretty badly this time, but never mind. I just gotta buck up. I can do it. Okay, let me see what i was doing last week. Mos-ed on thursday with classmates and augustine. Drank a little then went off already. Hm, now got the drinking feel again. Hahahahhaha. Then golf in the morning on friday and cycling at east coast park with house exco in the afternoon. Billard-ed with augustine and his poly friends at night. Actually we wanted a bit of range, but it was too late already. Oh well, made a couple of new friends also not bad what, but the skill not there already. Cab-ed home at 4. Then slacked at home for the weekend. Oh ya, pool-ed at amk today with yd, kf, wc and aaron. Had quite a bit of fun there. Alrights, need to go to bed already. Goodnights all. Ask me out for a drink.


15 september '08

Just got home from stats paper. It was a real disappointment and i am almost sure i will fail this paper. I think this is the first time i feel such a surge of disappointment after maths paper. Though i wasnt fully prepared, i was rather sure i covered everything and should be able to do. The paper is definitely tough, but i didnt think it will kill in a such a fashion. All said, it must be down to me.


14 september '08

One week of exams finally passed. I doubt i will do well this time round, but i dont have high hopes either. If i am able to clear all my papers, i will be very happy already. At least i know i am a step nearer to my own goals. The last couple of days, i spent some time with aug and kobe. The chat over the night was definitely great, though some of the topics were rather funny. Stats is giving me headache now. And i think i have to redefine friendship.


04 september '08

It seems like a wasted day today. Went around with bro looking for a potential phone, but to no avail. It's either too expensive or not up to expectation. I bet this is just not a good season to get a phone. Maybe we should wait for some offers or promotions before getting a phone. Or should i go and take a look at the iphone? Hahahahha!! I need to go prepare maths for consultation tomorrow. Bye all.


03 september '08

It's been raining all the time and it is getting so irritating. I don't really hate rainy days, but it just don't feel good getting drenched and wet. Maybe i am someone who love the sun more, especially when i am out. I am so not used to blogging now, and it just feel a little weird to me. Hahahaha!! As usual, i went back to school today. Did a couple of maths sum and spent the rest of the time dazing. Ohman, i am not supposed to waste my time now. But i guess it's just so not me to mug mug mug. That 'mug' is just not my 'cup' of tea. LOLS!! Everyday is simply made better with the company i am getting. At least that will brighten up my day a little. Someone please date me out!! Oops, i guess after prelims? I am getting so bored. Best friend just got back from overseas and i hate it that i need to study right now when we could have been spenting nights out or drinking. I just got to bear with it. And now reply to my tag. Hello des, i am glad you are here to visit me. I hope your leg will be okay soon. Don't worry, it will be fine before prom night comes. Stay hyper. Alrights, i am off to bed. See you guys.


02 september '08

Hm, it's been such a long time since i last update. It's been almost a year i guess. So fast time flies by and so much things have changed since then. I never thought i will be updating here again, but who knows? I am back here again. I won't have the time to update the skin, unless someone nice offers his/her help. Des ah, i told you i will update right, so here goes. I am pretty glad that we are able to settle the difference we had days back. Luckily, everything is okay again and we are friends once again. Hip hip hooray. Life's pretty stressful nowadays because A level is just round the corner. But guess what, i am not really in that mood to study. Although i am starting to get the momentum to get going, i know it is too slow. Let's see how things go then. I will update soon again about what had happened over the year. Till then, take care guys.




25 October '07

It's been some time since i last updated. There isn't a lot of exciting happenings, that explains why. I just played the intermediate championship this weekend, but the results weren't too pleasant. I am quite upset with myself, since i started well but lost that focus halfway and made some rather stupid mistakes. Four strokes off the lead, and we shall see what happen in this sunday's final. But deep inside I know, I will need a miracle to turn the table around. School has been rather boring and the same old stuffs haappen yet again, just that this time it doesn't happen to me. I hope friends around get over their results soon. I can understand how they feel, but life still goes on no matter what. Yawns, there isn't much to update about, so that's all for now. Take care everyone.


baby, i knw O's been tough fer you,
but look at it this way,
it is going to be over soon.
endure through this difficult time,
and you will notice the rainbow after the rain.
and there i stand,
in that darkest storm,
always being there fer you.


13 October '07

There seems to be some problem with my sub-headings on the right. I don't know why, so if anyone knows, please comment. Thank you. Chalet had been quite fun, but the last night was interesting. I shan't elaborate on that. Eh, I think the most exciting event that happened this week is getting back of promos results. Thank god, everything was going fine. Thanks to everyone that show their care and concern, and this was such a relief. PROMOTED, like finally. JC YEAR TWO, HERE I COME! But it's pretty saddening too. I am seeing friends that came in with me, gradutaing now. Life's gonna be different without them around, but oh well, they will still get my blessings. All the way and good luck for A's.


after going through so much,
i am more determined that you are the right one fer me.
i really appreciate all the little thoughts and surprises.
baby, thank you fer everything.


07 October '07

I am going to my class chalet, taking a three-days break from my computer and everything. Maybe by the time you see this, I am already at my chalet. But looking at the rain outside, it really dampens my mood. Never mind, I shall be more optimistic.


alamak, it's been some time since i see you.
the last time was on last thursday.
i miss you so much,
but i will see you soon.
forget bout the conversation last night
dont let it bother you
just know this
my feelings will always remain true.



like you always say,
absence makes the heart grow fonder.
but still, i am missing you loads.


06 October '07

I have changed my blogskin again, because someone told me she don't like it. I quite like this new one. It is more simple, but i don't know why there is a big blank space between the picture and the entries. Anyone who know what went wrong, please tell me okay. Thank you. Now i am at home waiting for mabel to call me and tell me if we are still going out. Maybe I should check out the television programmes first. More updates next time. Stay tuned.


when you are feeling stressed and lonely,
just a step back and turn around.
you will see me right behind you smiling,
always there for you.
and if ever there is a problem,
tell me and we can solve it together.



there's millions of ways to express your love,
but i'll do it the most simple yet truthful way.
baby, i love you.


05 October '07

Promos are finally over, so that leaves me with some time to blog. I doubt i will do well this time round, though i never had high expectations about myself. But with the stakes high, it's do or die. I just hope I won't fail and scraped through to the second year. I can't afford to fail and disappoint the people around me. Alrights, enough said of the unhappy moments. Although the recent weeks had been quite stressful for me, my mood had always been good. Thanks to all those that had been standing by me and accompanying me to study. More updates next time. I had a tiring time with all the configurations for this new blogskin. I am such a noob with IT. See you guys.

Special thanks to Augustine, Kobe and Ben. My buddies had always been there. No matter what happen, they never gave up on me. The fun and laughter will never be forgotten. I know deep inside, we still have a long way to go.

Of course, how can I forget my dear mabel? Thanks for always being there whenever I need you. I know I have given you a lot of troubles and problems during this period of time. Sorry for being a burden to you all the time, listening to me grumble and venting my anger on you. You have been such a great support and company, forever being understanding and sweet. Now it's finally your turn to take the exams. Rest assured I will also be there for you. I will spent my time with you to get through this difficult times. I have faith in you, and I strongly believe you can do it. Loves always.


when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
and for a journey like this,
i will only want to finish it with you.
hand in hand.



embarking on a lifetime journey that will never end.
i know it's gonna be only me and you.

the boy


  • hongqing
  • eighteen
  • blissfully attached
  • plcmc, hips, xms, nyjc
  • billards, golf, pool, mahjong

his past


    I don't exactly remember the past.
    Perhaps it didn't leave any memories.
    But from now on,
    I have started my life afresh.
    And on 29 August '07,
    The sweetest journey started.
    One that will never end.

his wishes


    [x] my princess
    [ ] good grades
    [ ] driving license
    [ ] overseas trip
    [ ] new watch
    [ ] new bag
    [ ] new clothes
    [ ] new shoes
    [ ] new wallet

his voices